want to play?

why do i always get sucked into watching reality tv, when 80% of america doesn't have common sense?!  after watching the season finale of abdc, i've concluded that talent is often viewed in the eyes of the beholder (really, i just wanted to use that line...)   blue print crew - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kZcke5swK-w  (my favorite performances of theirs)

ever wonder what your life would have been,  if you had changed just one thing about it?  for instance:  like the time i was "scouted" at a club, and was asked to join a program for professional dancers; the training free too!  dancing comes from the soul, so i can immediately understand what these people feel when they put their hearts into each footstep.  let's get back to the basics, people!  dancing in the front-yard or in someone's garage!       moving on.........

american idol.  this show is a total scam!  i mean, seriously?   it's safe to assume that the two people i'm cheering for (Siobhan Magnus & Crystal Bowersox) will walk away empty handed.  we spend our whole life claiming to be ourselves, that nothing in this world will sway us.   how true is that for you?  have you been swayed at any point in your life?  the world can be so passive-aggressive!  be yourself, sure, we love that you have a mind of your own; it show's real character!   but eh, about that.... could you please maybeee change the way you look, talk, and present yourself?   i mean, it's not that big of a deal, right?  ....or is it? 
to play "the game" or not to play at all.... that's the question!

i, myself, refuse to play any type of role that goes against who i am.  everyone will be forced to make a big decision based on their primary goal in life.  so...?  what is it that you want?  money? love? a family? a big-shot career?  how about, all of the above?  ever heard the saying "a jack of all trades; master at none"  well, i think that pretty much sums up what i'm getting at.  choose wisely!  after all, you only get one life  :)

argh, i've had wayyyyyyyy too much coffee for the day!  cooking is totally therapeutic!  never thought of the day i would say this, but:  i love cooking!  at least, now i do  :)    anyhoo, back to procrastinating and playing games!   i am incredible thankful for this day.  i owe You my all.