adhd

i'm pretty sure i have adhd, especially when it comes to God. One minute, i'm like: hey G-O-D, WHAT IS UP?1! (because this is exactly how talk to him?) and then just a few minutes (seconds) later, i'm like: hey, check out that tree over there/did you see that?!

all in all, my adhd has become more of an excuse than it is a problem. lately, i haven't been able to fit God into my life long enough to praise him for 5 consecutive minutes. I listened a new song from brandon health's album today and it made me think of something... but first! listen to it:



after hearing this song, it helped me identify a personal crisis i feel in my chest 90% of the day. when i heard the lyric "my doctor can't do a thing for how i feel," it helped me understand why i'm so faint at heart. it's this crazy notion that we were born at home, and then moved 23423423.5 miles away from home, only to walk yourself back to it at the end - S L O W L Y. After-all, what fun is the trip if you're rushed?

TBC........