June 24, 2011

i'm bushed, like a rose.

After accumulating many notable pleasantries in my lifetime, I'm now beginning to associate myself with the rosebush in my Mom's front yard. It seems to survive through strenuous circumstances while adapting to unpredictable changes (considering how bad Texas weather is!). The rosebush and I are on our last petal, so to speak. We are soiled and bound to this earth in ways that only God can understand. This is the season to abscise, only to form an array of vibrancy in a life ever-changing. I live with a vampire complex, where I assume that I'm immortal and bullet proof (but not stake proof). When, in retrospect, I am as delicate and fragile as the rosebush thirsting for life by the minute (while I'm thirsting for blood?). We're reminded of how much time we have every second of the day, and yet I keep losing track of time -> isn't that ironic, don't you think. Actually, that's not ironic, just unfortunate :)

The tattoo on my back will be completed very soon, I can feel it. There is tremendous meaning to the story stitched to my body, but I'm not ready to explain it yet, at least, not until it's ripe. To me, when it is finished, in a sense, so should I. I suppose today was a day for reflection & introversion. Tomorrow is a day for action, hopefully... (darn adhd, haha). Seriously though, I'm surprised I even wrote this much before getting side tracked :) Ok, now I'm side tracked, shucks. Back to my music binge!

PS: Remember to love! It is the most important and fundamental thing in life.
PSS: God is Great, fo realz!!
PSSS: My dog is barking in her sleep (awwww...)
PSSSS: Ok, really going now. ta-ta!

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