Heaviness

Refer to the "depths of a sigh" blog for this one. I chose to be brutally truthful about my walk with God, so it is rightfully important to show all sides of my life, even if it makes me seem weak. Sometimes it's difficult for me to be patient with God. It makes me question how strong he must think I am to possibly endure all the crap he puts me through! Give me a break already! I've had enough! I'm sure a lot of people can relate to this feeling. I hate that you make me wait without telling me anything, without any sign or acknowledgement. Do you hear me? Are you seeing this? I am hurting and extremely vulnerable! This is me boasting in my weakness and pain! These are yours to keep, Father. This song came on as I was finishing this up: